Jesus, poor man :((( That's the most emotional I've ever seen him--like, it was really tacky of the press to go right to him and hound him after John was shot. then, he really couldn't afford to lose it in front of cameras, but now...

I really can't imagine how hard it is for him to listen to that song, in particular. It's just tragic. I really hope he's got some kind of closure ;__; Paaauuuul.