I thought I'd replied to this last night. ;; I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to not.

All I can say is you've got to do what makes you happy, I know it's hard, especially when you don't want to upset anyone, but you're too precious not to have the kind of life you want. If schooling isn't for you, then it isn't for you.

You could join me in my mission to join the circus?