I'm unhappy right now, but, yeah. I talked with my BFF last night and he took my forward momentum into Self Loathingville and judoed that shit into something positive. I don't even know how he does it, but because of him I'm like DO ALL THE THINGS now and job searching and stuff - it's weird, but I've edged away from the awfulness that was yesterday and the day before. I don't actually have much of a choice with the schooling and whether I want to do it; for all parties involved, it's really just something I've got to do and just commit it to fact.

That will be my backup plan ;_; /hides behind you