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mezzanineview) wrote2005-05-28 07:50 pm
mezzanineview) wrote2005-05-28 07:50 pm
Musings on an ordinary life
Uh-oh, material worthy of an emo song.
I'm beginning to think I have an allergy to people. Not just any people, but the particularly loud and annoying variety. My cousins (the Rays) are staying in the house for a couple days. They just arrived this afternoon, and I'm already going insane. This same kind of aggressiveness last surfaced last July; coincidentally, it was the most recent visit of the cousins. *le sigh*
I'm also kind of hostile toward the tree folk, but not openly, bien sur. I can restrain emotions quite effectively, but when it comes to family, I just can't, for some reason. Courtesy flys out the window. I even yelled at my dad not too long ago. I feel like I'm just losing myself. The only thing that helps right now is dear John Williams, painting, and the sex god known as Ewan McGregor.
I'm beginning to think I have an allergy to people. Not just any people, but the particularly loud and annoying variety. My cousins (the Rays) are staying in the house for a couple days. They just arrived this afternoon, and I'm already going insane. This same kind of aggressiveness last surfaced last July; coincidentally, it was the most recent visit of the cousins. *le sigh*
I'm also kind of hostile toward the tree folk, but not openly, bien sur. I can restrain emotions quite effectively, but when it comes to family, I just can't, for some reason. Courtesy flys out the window. I even yelled at my dad not too long ago. I feel like I'm just losing myself. The only thing that helps right now is dear John Williams, painting, and the sex god known as Ewan McGregor.
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