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Okay, so I'm feeling pretty damn useless right about now. Weeks ago, all my dental surgery, gum stitching/bleedy stuff made me genuinely incapable of doing two things I need breathe in life: talking and playing clarinet. Okay, so the latter is a lot more important to me than the former, whatever. I still marched my spot at school and RCC and eventually got caught up on drill. I've been able to play for an entire week now, after I got my brackets put on my upper teeth and got over the sensitivity. Now today, when I thought I could actually do something for my RCC rehearsal, I couldn't even make it to the carpool, for lack of transportation *grumble* My car's broken, John's in the Valley with my dad, grandma's in Hawaii, Nick's not going because he's attending his uncle's funeral, and apparently Bryce and Dain have conveniently forgotten where I live and don't have my number :-( Feeling pretty horrible. There's nothing I hate more than not being in a position to do my job; drives me nuts, makes me restless. Now I'm going back in for more gum-opening fun tomorrow and likely won't be able to play for at least another week or two *grabs hair in frustration* No me gusta.

In other news, House MD is taking over my brain. As if I had any more room for a new, super slashy fandom :)