Pete's blogpot

[mezzanineview]

havent slept in days.
think i am starting to crack.
my room is thrashed, covered in jelly beans and i almost cried while watching the nanny diaries- i think its not funny anymore.
sick of watching what genius is.
sometimes genius is being completely ordinary.
when i look up at the sky i want to eat the stars.
its daylight again, everything goes back to being boring.

nothing too much to say. just gonna watch the world spin this morning.


Two things. So Lafee and I have decided he's totally talking about Patrick right there. And also, this foot-breaking thing is probably getting to him more than he's letting on D:

Comments

[periculosa.livejournal.com]

Ohhhh, Pete.

He's so strange. This made me go 'awww': sometimes genius is being completely ordinary. Yeah, probably about Patrick.

But this made me LOL: when i look up at the sky i want to eat the stars.

SERIOUSLY PETE, WTF.

[vinylsigns.livejournal.com]

lol, painkillers getting to him?

It's exhausting, being worried about him all the time.

[periculosa.livejournal.com]

DDD: Oh, I know. Do you think he realizes how much we worry?

[vinylsigns.livejournal.com]

I'm sure he has at least a vague idea that fans--people are worried about him, but he might be a little too caught up in his personal drama to contemplate whether or not it's genuine, or even if he thinks he deserves it, in his more self loathing moments. There's very little we as fans can do to show we care apart from showing up, and then we can really only speak in one voice, one volume level, so it's hard to determine if he gets what it is we say, so we kind of just have to hope that those around him can take care of him D:

[likethepaint.livejournal.com]

That struck me as being about Patrick the first time I read it.

And I can imagine his foot is really sucking for him right now. I suspect he's having to stop himself from doing a lot of the things he wants to do, especially on stage.

[lazenby.livejournal.com]

Man, I don't even know what to think about Pete anymore! Half the time he exasperates me and the other half he makes me 'awwww,' whether it's because he's talking about Patrick or because he puts himself down. He's very worrying at times!