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What is wrong deary?

Just...a culmination of a lot of things. I've been cooped up and spoiled as fuck my entire life here, I'm getting bored of day to day life. That was a big part of why I went on the roadtrip to Chicago with

moondarri and

deuteragonist: to just get. out.

the political situation is just fucked ten ways to Sunday and I really want to wash my hands of it, honestly. Fucking, the shit going on with Prop 8 hurts a lot, and I feel like I just can't deal anymore.

Want Chicago.

:( I hope things get better.

Come to Louisville! It's awesome here.

I do too, but sometimes I wonder if I'm just stupid placing so much faith in optimism. Re: Prop 8 fuckery.

I shall look into it, but I left my heart in Chicago.

... Ugh, the Prop 8 bull shit is very frustrating.

And I am in Chicago right now, actually! :) It is a wonderful city. But know if you need anywhere to go, you can come to Louisville. My house has plenty of room.

Beyond frustrating. I don't even want to go to work tomorrow because pretty much all my coworkers are Republicans and they'll be so fucking happy about it. I can't even.

I have been following your posts! I would comment some more, but I'm afraid all I'll say is JEALOUSJEALOUSJEALOUS :) hope you're enjoying yourself, my lovely ♥

Nice to know *hug*

... Oh goodness. I am sorry sweetie. *hughug*

And you're more than welcome to comment! I wish I could replace you with me! I love this city, don't get me wrong, but I miss home, too. :)

And yes, I've been enjoying myself quite a lot! I'll have vids and pictures posted when I get home.

♥

chicago, sara. ♥

Mmmm. Vegetarian cafés and friendly people and beautiful parks and boys with their earnestness and instruments and microphones. <3

come be cliche with me, darling. :)

Ugh, you know I would in the drop of a hat ♥__♥

YOU ARE A BIRD. IF YOU WANT TO BE IN CHINA, BE IN CHINA. IF YOU WANT TO BE DOWN THE STREET, A FEW BLOCKS AWAY, CITIES AWAY, IF YOU WANT TO BE IN CHICAGO, YOU HAVE THE WINGS TO BE IN CHICAGO. ♥

;__;

Listening to "Souverian"; as soul-destroying as it is soothing. Killing me dead and making me long for Chicago.

Chicago *sigh* I'll meet you in a year and a half

I'm afraid it'll take me a bit longer than that. need to finish college, get a respectable job, build credit (ohLOLeconomy). *sigh* let's all just have a big meet up someday, okay?

Mmmm responsibility. *needs to finish highschool and have a shiny enough life/gpa to get into A College in Chicago*

I nominate that bandom just has a con. We will...find some way to pretend like it isnt about real people >.> and flood the streets with our awesome.

(♥)

I'll be here in NY, looking for a way out of my parents' house :\

Dude, we need to tag team this problem D:

We do! I am working on it by trying to figure out wtf I want to do with my life -.-

i'd always had this idea that california was this laid-back place of awesome with palm trees & sunsets, & while i guess it was kind of like that when we were there, & i truly love the sea, i didn't get the same kind of sense of belonging that i did when we were in chicago. i don't know what it was, but. chicago was everything, & like, i couldn't conceive of ever settling in california. don't get me wrong, it wasn't bad, but. you get it. chicago, man. ♥

In actuality, you are spot-on, but from what I've seen in my limited travel of my own state, that description applies only to coastal areas, though it is the stereotype of Cali. California is quite business-oriented, though not as urban as, say, New York City. It's a very busy state, very lucrative, lots of rich people with the jobs necessary to pay such extravagant housing costs. It really is only The Life when you have the money to enjoy it, otherwise, it's a grind, just like anywhere else.

*may be quite disillusioned*

Chicago is the place. We need to go back sometime.

Come to Scotland?

~Hmmm~, never been there before. Could be an adventure :D

I don't know how I missed this post, but I feel the same. I mean, not forever. I really do love my California. But I feel so sheltered around my family I guess? I feel like I need to take some time away from this state at some point in my life to grow.